I realised I wasn't that a close friend after all. I think I really overestimated myself. Ruins the day thanks. You have that ruining day effect on me.

Too lazy to blog liao. I predict this blog will die off soon... Hehe

Quite sian today. Passed physics with 50%! Unexpected. No mood to study at all. Tmr ends at 235 I think. No playing com. Must start doing work alr. Come on! Don't allow yourself to be discouraged now! Anyway I think we will be getting back Maths and Econs case study tmr. GLHF! (Good Luck Happy Failing?)

Had dinner with Nikki tday. Great night haha. Wish every night could be like this. But I don't think she has gotten over him yet. Anyways, I guess all I can do is to just try my best and see if she likes me back :/ My results so far has been pretty decent! Nikki is just crazy. So much for giving up hope. Top in class for physics and GP, second for chemistry. Dammit. Nvm I'm not that far behind haha. Aim to beat her one day! For now I have to be happy with what I have and be happy for her! Saw Yan Ling on the bus this morning. She say she didn't want to meet because Wei Jie was coming. Weird. Wonder if she still likes me or not. I decided that I will stay true to the one I love and try my best to win her heart! If we are not meant to be, so be it! Just stay cool and be natural. Wise words from me HAHA

Feeling happy is good. The reason why I would feel happy is because you talk to me. But obviously I'm not the cause of your happiness. Relationships are troublesome and complicated. I need God's guidance on what to do.

Bar Bar

Just came back from Bar Bar :/ Night well spent but really tired. Really thank Aettiqcaz(?) for sending us home! Anw saw the pic that Nikki sent to me. Really cute and sweet. Maybe if I keep wishing hard enough it will come true? HAHA as if! 😘

I really miss you but I don't deserve you. Anyway its all one sided.

Argh

Was blogging halfway last night when my sis switched off the internet. Made an infuriating night even worse. The bus ride left me with a headache amd Mass Effect had a stupid ending which didn't allow me to complete my DLC. Sigh. On a brighter note, my grandma is okay after her fall the other day. We went to PP to visit her and she seemed normal. And, today I went to JY hse to study for at most 1h? Heh I hope tmr papers are okay. I pretty much given up anw. INSOMNIA BETTER STAY AWAY TNIGHT