Tired of being tired. Come please I want CSLC to end

Labour Day

Today is Labour Day! Booked out ystd and shagged out after the 6km fast march. Only had 3h of sleep the prev night. Need sleep. NOW. But anw met Nikki for dinner just now. Glad to see her. That's all I can say. Her problems are really not what I can handle nor help. All I can say is that my heart aches for her. But I can do nothing. So take care! You will always be important to your family members and to me. So stay strong! Okay I need to sleep

Yet another week with the "leaders". Really regret joining. Not sure what the future holds for me. I've got enough problems with my heart. Just spent the whole day thinking of her and it just ruins my mood. Why??? How long must I need to get over her

Keep thinking about it. It's like 75% compatible but the last 25% is stuff that I really hate. It's not just turn off its literally turn around... But anyway I already gave up. So to speak. I know I haven't really out her down yet. Nvm I can have relationships in university. With a different girl. Now's not the time. And not the girl either

My ankle still far from recovered. Ystd I went to do pull ups and by instinct I jumped up to the bar and it frigging hurt. Sian. Long long way to recovery and I'm screwed

Yet another night spent at home. Had dinner with Nikki and it was nice. Not going to see her again for a long while thanks to leaders course. Maybe at least 3 months? Wanted to meet JY today but he went Taiwan. Going over to Taiwan myself on 19 May! Gonna miss JY bday and Nat's too. My own bday I'm being confined haiz. Lazy to blog alot. This shall be it

Leander's Course

Booking in once more. Now I don't have det 4 to slack with me anymore. Buck up and train hard! I'm gonna be really fit and fight for my OCS spot. Make my friends and family proud. Make Nikki proud to have a commando officer as a friend. Make Jing Yi proud of me as well. First I must recover from my injury. Push on and fight!

Still have my swollen ankle. Actually my entire foot is swollen. Tmr going to leaders course already. Just gg la. Ready sian ttm. No one can help me. Just suck it up lo. Tmr also need to go buy ankle guard. Lazy like siao. Also heard that tmr night there will be turnout. Yay so fun I can participate from the side with my status band -.- Anw I can't find my medicine and the attend B letter. Hopefully Mark knows where it is or else. No letter I have no excuse. Even if I have a pig's trotter. For the first time I don't want to book in.

Today has just been a bad day for me. Supposed for everything to go well. POP, end of 24km route march, I was the left marker and even on the front row. Sianz at the the end of the 24km I twisted my ankle. Now I can't even meet Nikki tmr. Really too disappointed. Looking forward to meeting her but I guess I can forget about seeing her for a long while. Really sian feeling to watch the rest march in the parade while I sit by the side. No mood to talk about it. I have to say that I really want to talk to Nikki but I don't know why I don't really have the mood. Sighs. Just hope she is okay now

Me and Nikki have settled our differences alr. Actually we alr did it last weekend. I think things will never be the same among us. Heh really no hope between us so I think I kind of have up alr. But just hope she remains cheerful and happy and quickly settle her problems. But it's good that we are able to talk like we did today. It really is a great day. But really tired from my 16km route march ystd. Haven't slept since 2230? I think I'm gonna fall asleep soon. But I like talking to her :) STAY AWAKE FIRST