This is it

Tmr going in already. I can't fall asleep. I feel the stress and the pressure and I know what this is. Fear. I can't do anything, no one can. All I can do is hope time passes quickly so I quickly enlist and end this waiting. At the same time, it's the official end for my dreams and hopes. If I had ever wished for a miracle, nothing is going to happen. So I wish you good luck and have fun. Press on.