Just left the house otw to the airport. Can feel some kind of pressure just weighing down on me. Anxiety. 20 days to come back, shouldn't be a problem right? I just dislike going overseas. Anyway, today didn't really work out. Didn't get to meet Nikki for lunch. Ended up going to KFC by myself and getting a 3piece meal and some ice cream after that. At least I had a memorable meal, albeit by myself. My NS friends have become the closest people to me now, I think the friendship between me and Nikki will just continue to drift and we both know that. Maybe there is something I can do about it but I don't know what that is. Yanling was also unavailable to meet up. I've got to stop making her my 2nd choice. No one deserves that but I guess I just want some company. I wish that I could have at least someone sending me off at the airport this time. 5 times already. Sometimes it just makes me feel less important then others.
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