Had dinner with Nikki tday. Great night haha. Wish every night could be like this. But I don't think she has gotten over him yet. Anyways, I guess all I can do is to just try my best and see if she likes me back :/ My results so far has been pretty decent! Nikki is just crazy. So much for giving up hope. Top in class for physics and GP, second for chemistry. Dammit. Nvm I'm not that far behind haha. Aim to beat her one day! For now I have to be happy with what I have and be happy for her! Saw Yan Ling on the bus this morning. She say she didn't want to meet because Wei Jie was coming. Weird. Wonder if she still likes me or not. I decided that I will stay true to the one I love and try my best to win her heart! If we are not meant to be, so be it! Just stay cool and be natural. Wise words from me HAHA

Feeling happy is good. The reason why I would feel happy is because you talk to me. But obviously I'm not the cause of your happiness. Relationships are troublesome and complicated. I need God's guidance on what to do.

Bar Bar

Just came back from Bar Bar :/ Night well spent but really tired. Really thank Aettiqcaz(?) for sending us home! Anw saw the pic that Nikki sent to me. Really cute and sweet. Maybe if I keep wishing hard enough it will come true? HAHA as if! 😘

I really miss you but I don't deserve you. Anyway its all one sided.

Argh

Was blogging halfway last night when my sis switched off the internet. Made an infuriating night even worse. The bus ride left me with a headache amd Mass Effect had a stupid ending which didn't allow me to complete my DLC. Sigh. On a brighter note, my grandma is okay after her fall the other day. We went to PP to visit her and she seemed normal. And, today I went to JY hse to study for at most 1h? Heh I hope tmr papers are okay. I pretty much given up anw. INSOMNIA BETTER STAY AWAY TNIGHT

Fatigue

Finally the week is over! Really exhausting... Poor management of time for chem today :( only shaded 5/30 -.- Luckily Mr Tong allowed me to shade. It was really that sinking feeling when I knew I screwed up big time and there was nothing I could do... Anyway Maths Paper 2 was alright. Hopefully I can do well for maths. Heh Mass Effect all the way since dinner. And I had Manhatten for lunch! There was a one for one offer :D Now I am hungry :/ I miss Nikki, wish she would miss me too

People all around me are starting to feel the heat. Maybe it's because I studied abit during the holidays, but I don't really feel stressed now. I feel like I am on course. Let's hope my results prove it. Anw really tired. After effects of watching Spain-Portugal last night! Just had a nap and shall continue sleeping soon :) Mass Effect can wait HAHA Please cheer up soon Nikki!