Fatigue

Finally the week is over! Really exhausting... Poor management of time for chem today :( only shaded 5/30 -.- Luckily Mr Tong allowed me to shade. It was really that sinking feeling when I knew I screwed up big time and there was nothing I could do... Anyway Maths Paper 2 was alright. Hopefully I can do well for maths. Heh Mass Effect all the way since dinner. And I had Manhatten for lunch! There was a one for one offer :D Now I am hungry :/ I miss Nikki, wish she would miss me too

People all around me are starting to feel the heat. Maybe it's because I studied abit during the holidays, but I don't really feel stressed now. I feel like I am on course. Let's hope my results prove it. Anw really tired. After effects of watching Spain-Portugal last night! Just had a nap and shall continue sleeping soon :) Mass Effect can wait HAHA Please cheer up soon Nikki!

2am

Its two in the morning and I'm waiting for the Euro semifinal to start. Heh. Luckily tomorrow's paper is at1. I doubt I will have enough sleep anw :/ Anw Nikki is still struggling with physics but there is nothing I can do. Wish there is something I can do to like cheer her up.. I need a shower! STICKY MAX

MYEs

The mid-years are here! I think I did pretty decently for my first two papers.. Chem was tough though. Econs seems easy enough but you never know with econs! Tomorrow is Maths P1! Well, here is the big question. Would you rather be with someone who wants you or someone you want? If you can't have your cake and eat it...

I should start to blog using proper English! And I just told Yan Ling that she is beautiful! I have no idea what possessed me but yes, she is beautiful.

Just watched the chn8 drama. I want to be a good partner. But I definitely am not ready. Its obvious that I am trying but perhaps I'm relying too much on myself. Its time to let God into my life. Maybe next time I will be ready.

You don't know how big an impact you have on me. Everything you say, your likes, dislikes. I only wish you cared half the same for me. Countless times which I felt as if you were just plunging your knife into my heart for fun. I really don't know anymore. This has always been one sided but I can't bear to walk away. Yet.