Tired of being tired. Come please I want CSLC to end

Labour Day

Today is Labour Day! Booked out ystd and shagged out after the 6km fast march. Only had 3h of sleep the prev night. Need sleep. NOW. But anw met Nikki for dinner just now. Glad to see her. That's all I can say. Her problems are really not what I can handle nor help. All I can say is that my heart aches for her. But I can do nothing. So take care! You will always be important to your family members and to me. So stay strong! Okay I need to sleep

Yet another week with the "leaders". Really regret joining. Not sure what the future holds for me. I've got enough problems with my heart. Just spent the whole day thinking of her and it just ruins my mood. Why??? How long must I need to get over her

Keep thinking about it. It's like 75% compatible but the last 25% is stuff that I really hate. It's not just turn off its literally turn around... But anyway I already gave up. So to speak. I know I haven't really out her down yet. Nvm I can have relationships in university. With a different girl. Now's not the time. And not the girl either

My ankle still far from recovered. Ystd I went to do pull ups and by instinct I jumped up to the bar and it frigging hurt. Sian. Long long way to recovery and I'm screwed

Yet another night spent at home. Had dinner with Nikki and it was nice. Not going to see her again for a long while thanks to leaders course. Maybe at least 3 months? Wanted to meet JY today but he went Taiwan. Going over to Taiwan myself on 19 May! Gonna miss JY bday and Nat's too. My own bday I'm being confined haiz. Lazy to blog alot. This shall be it

Leander's Course

Booking in once more. Now I don't have det 4 to slack with me anymore. Buck up and train hard! I'm gonna be really fit and fight for my OCS spot. Make my friends and family proud. Make Nikki proud to have a commando officer as a friend. Make Jing Yi proud of me as well. First I must recover from my injury. Push on and fight!