Last one already. Going to leave soon. I really have this anxiety problem about being late. The feeling sucks. It's like having bees in my stomach. Anw goodbye to everything and everyone. One month is a long time. Once again I just keep thinking about her. Goodbye to you too esp. Sigh byes

Taiwan

I'm going to miss Nikki alot. I wish she could see this.

Sometimes I'm sad that my friends don't know about this blog. So no one knows how I'm feeling. But in a way it good cos I can post whatever I want and nobody knows nor judges

9th of March

It's been two months alr. But I doubt that I'm the same as I was before.

Tired of being tired. Come please I want CSLC to end

Labour Day

Today is Labour Day! Booked out ystd and shagged out after the 6km fast march. Only had 3h of sleep the prev night. Need sleep. NOW. But anw met Nikki for dinner just now. Glad to see her. That's all I can say. Her problems are really not what I can handle nor help. All I can say is that my heart aches for her. But I can do nothing. So take care! You will always be important to your family members and to me. So stay strong! Okay I need to sleep

Yet another week with the "leaders". Really regret joining. Not sure what the future holds for me. I've got enough problems with my heart. Just spent the whole day thinking of her and it just ruins my mood. Why??? How long must I need to get over her