I was right!

Well what did I say? Class outing really cancelled because of lack of attendance. Previously I was disappointed. Now it's just like WHAT THE FUCK. Nothing else more to say. My stomach is just being a fucker today. Food poisoning I guess. Sakura is really an expensive meal. Paid alot, more than just money. I think I can round up the count for today at 6 times I had diarrhea. Champion.

Back from a long hiatus

Finally blogging again. Spent a long month in Taiwan. Don't really feel like blogging about my experiences there. This blog isn't for public viewing anyway, it's more for my ranting. But it's been a poor block leave so far. The haze has been really bad and I guess the only thing it affects is my mood. Supposed to meet Nikki yesterday for dinner but cancelled because the haze was too bad. What to do? JTB. I doubt I'm going to meet her during block leave. I think it's better this way, to stay like virtual friends. Probably we'll drift apart after some time. I'm just curious to see what happens after uni begins. I probably was too optimistic or should I say naive in the past. Just keep 9 March fresh in my memory. And also I was supposed to meet JY tmr. Cancelled as well because he wanted to go out with his mum. Well this sucks. All I need now is for the class outing to be cancelled. Which is not impossible. I can even think of a reason like people can't make it or couldn't agree on an activity. Well this block leave really couldn't come at a worse time. I'm so tempted to just stay home and sleep and play comp everyday. Sometimes I wonder if I do have depression. Perhaps not Because I'm too crazy for that. But periods like this really bring my morale down. Now my life consists of army. Is there nothing else for me? Time for OCS and as usual, leave all problems at the gate.

Last one already. Going to leave soon. I really have this anxiety problem about being late. The feeling sucks. It's like having bees in my stomach. Anw goodbye to everything and everyone. One month is a long time. Once again I just keep thinking about her. Goodbye to you too esp. Sigh byes

Taiwan

I'm going to miss Nikki alot. I wish she could see this.

Sometimes I'm sad that my friends don't know about this blog. So no one knows how I'm feeling. But in a way it good cos I can post whatever I want and nobody knows nor judges

9th of March

It's been two months alr. But I doubt that I'm the same as I was before.

Tired of being tired. Come please I want CSLC to end