Well Nikki is officially together with Sean. Kind of expected and my heart is like breaking into many pieces. Idk what to do. How do I continue talking to her? How to continue treating her like a friend. I can just forgo this friendship and forget her for the rest of my life but she really is a good friend. But every time I just think about her my heart breaks. Time heals all wounds I guess so I shall keep quiet for now. May my broken heart heal by itself. Anw we had a two week confinement last week. Outfield was really tiring. 8 days and we still had to stay in camp sigh. My shoulder also was injured in the process. Just really hope it recovers ASAP. Two weeks in camp and 1 night at home. I really hope life for the next two years won't be like this or it will be really sian