Today hasn't been easy. Planning has resumed and I had difficulty with my SOC. Tmr is the test should be okay I guess. Just Hulk Smash and bulldoze my way through. Sheer grit and determination not to lose face. I really need somebody to talk to. The longer I keep this in the worse I feel. My mind is just drifting for the entire day. But at least I watched an episode of TBBT today and had some Linkin Park. It always helps me feel better. Albeit temporarily.